When there is a blow to the human heart a rupture occurs in the field of consciousness. That field is unified and felt by all. When one suffers all are impacted. When there is abuse on any scale all share in the collective memory of this.
A core wounding has repercussions over lifetimes. As it rises through the levels of awareness the body is shook. This body is not just your singular body, but the body of the collective. It may likely feel as if there are two or more simultaneous urges running through you at this time. The desire to assert power while feeling helpless and a deeper need to contemplate the broader terms of the soul lesson.
When there is a core wounding surfacing it reveals itself in layers. Each layer is a tender unraveling to the nature of truth. As more parts of light emerge there will come the rise of the shadow that was beneath. Both light and dark move together. Notice where you might dissociate one from the other. What is the fear behind? It has been a long time coming that you look here. The energy surrounding this process can feel abrasive. Utilize the utmost care in tending to yourself and nurturing those you love.
The terrain of the core child is delicate, powerful, and fiercely protected. As layers shed question what constructs you hold of intolerant beliefs. Rather than build a fortress around you, expand the light of yourself. Recognize when you are grasping for something outside of yourself and come back home to who you know yourself to Be.
All is not lost. You just have to believe that there is better.
When your faith is tested, and your will is tired, carry on as if you could change every ounce of anguish into joy, every ounce of anger into love, every ounce of ignorance into wisdom. For this is your task, your nature, and why you have chosen to be here. Whether or not we play into being victimized is up to us. When we take ownership of what is needed we begin the return to conscious transformation.
Shine the light of your most authentic self, and you will have done what you came here to do, with every facet of your jeweled heart.