"31 May 2010 at 20:52
Something about the sound of the ocean, the inner rhythm, the waves
misting breaking an edge within me. It’s a hypnotic peace. The wind
was strong today and carried the salt water by sea as if the dew were
a kiss to heal. The embrace of time was swallowing and beautiful. I
have finally softened, unleashed and opened. Breathing into my own
presence again. Uttering sounds of relief amidst the unwinding of a
young heart. I am happiest here. At home with myself, I feel into it
all so deeply, wading the waters of she, the one who knows her self in
silence. This time apart and of growth has invited so many questions.
My process continues to unfold alone and I try to embrace the paradox
of what I thought I knew with what I do not know anymore.
Feeling it all I am both overwhelmed and emptied. As your memory passes through me I churn and hurt with awareness. It is all too clear and my own worth and knowledge deepen.
This truth burns like a fire and any illusions melt away.
Letting go is the alchemy and in this new light my own skin turns gold. However much I
do not know it at the time. I pulse like a frequency through various shapes of consciousness until I pause and listen for a voice to tap through."
#photography by @michellisphoto .
#words by @practice_seeing_beauty